what if

there's been a lot of 'what if' in my mind recently and i just can't get rid of it

yes, it is killing me to think about things that i shouldn't be thinking, but like i said before, i CAN'T stop thinking about everything.

i hate this feeling

maluuu ! *again

person to blame : mama
person to thank : abang counter (muka mcm pelakon 'waktu rehat' disney)

cerita dia :

yeah kitorang shopping banyak sangat. semua benda nak beli, mcm dah 10 tahun tak pergi giant.
lepas tu, dah shopping yada yada yada. . . pergi la dekat counter kan sebab nak bayar.

takkaann la tak bayar~
abang counter tu dah masukkan barang apa semua,

tibatiba mama, "eh iffa ada cash"
me : hah ? kenapa ?
mama : tah ni mcm tak cukup je nak bayar.
me : alaa tak cakap awal2, iffa tak bawak purse hari ni. purse dalam bag lain~
mama : alamak. ni mmg mcm tak cukup ni.
me : hadoii maa ! kenapa tak keluarkan duit tadi.
mama : tulah, haisyy. sorrysorry.

dia panic, and cakap dekat abang counter..

mama : alamak, tak cukup ni, kena pergi cucuk duit kjap. sorrysorry
abang counter : ohh, so ni semua yg lain nak tak ?
mama : umm nak. pack je semua, nanti saya datang balik.

masa tu ramai lagi org line up dekat belakang.
kitorang pun mmg buat muka tak malu jelah
mama pulak lama sangat pergi cucuk duit

then..

abang counter tu tengok aku, aku tengok la dia balik
nak cakap apa lagi, dah mmg salah laa tak pergi ambik duit awal2 kan

thank god abang counter tu baik yg amat.
dia explain dekat customer yg line up tu, lps tu letak sign "counter closed"
at least, dia tolong lah jgk

and lepas semua benda yg memalukan tu jadi, he still being nice and polite
ingatkan dia nak jeling ke apa, (nasib baik dia tak buat mcm tu)

after all that happened, dia still
"ohh it's okay"
"sorry bagi duit tangan kiri"
"terima kasih"

so thanks abang counter sebab explain dkt customer and still being nice apa semua
you helped us a lot today.
takda abang counter, mmg menahan malu lah kitorang ni tadi

-end of story-

missing them missing them

blog ini mengamalkan bahasa rojak :)

i miss Ampang and Johor :(

-syazana
-athirah
-farhan
-sofea
-razlin
-adham
-aidid
-sabrina

and many more ..

why i love them so much ?
because :

• most of them are my bestfriends

• walaupun dah bertahun tak jumpa, bila chat or contact balik diorang still ingat SEMUA cerita kitorang :)

• walaupun dah lama tak jumpa, bila contact balik, diorang pandai buat aku rasa mcm dah jumpa diorang tiap2 hari. so i won't be sad

• we've shared a lot of memories together :)

Hari Guru 2011

part of "gang baju putih" semalam :))

semalam ada teacher's day celebration dekat sekolah.
oh oh ! all picture taken by nad :)

sorry curi gambar !

ni semua "AZLAN FC" :D

nad and me

:)

sukaaa :D

(walaupun muka nmpk tua)

HEHE :D

why i hehe :

1. mid term exam DAH HABIS ! Finally !

2. tadi tengok Boys Over Flowers, and lee min ho sangat tinggi dan dan saya sangat suka :D

3. dapat tidur lambat and tak payah bangun awal for TWO WEEKS !

4. dapat makan nasi minyak mama setelah lamaaaaaaa teringin :P *or mengidam. mana2 lah--

5. i think i did my account well in exam :DD ngeehee. hope tak fail lagi. AMIN !

6. esok hari guru

7. dah nak masuk jun ^^ (dapat gaji)

8. tengah berbunga

9. i've got back in touch with my old friend from ampang recently. orang2 sana, RINDDUUU :(

orang2 Johor pun, RINDUUU :'(

i'm looking forward for a nice vacation during this break

that's all for now :)

byebye

PLANNING THE FUTURE ! muahaha

best plan future dengan makcik chah ku :D

cerita pasal nak kerja apa. selalu kalau orang tanya izhani farhana ni dia nak jadi apa dah besar, jawapan dia senang je, "nak jadi orang berguna" :P

tu jelaa aku jawab. haha, habis nak jawab apaa~ betullah kan.

1 . CERITA AISHAH :

so petang ni kitorang borak, aishah kata nak ambik culinary, tapi mak dia tak bagi. :/

but best apa kan, jadi chef ada restoran, travel sana sini belajar cara masak n cari bahan.

kerja BESTTT !

sayang je mak dia tak bagi..

lastlast dia cakap, maybe lepas spm la baru dia fikir~

2. CERITA IZHANI/IFFA :

aku ni, sampai sekarang tak tau nak kerja apa. papa suruh ambik business, so maybe terus dekat situ jelaa.

tapi dia ada suruh jadi pilot jugak.

hmm, izhani jadi pilot ? kalau kapal terbang crash, semua mati mcm mana ?

ada dekat akhirat semua cari aku. TAKNAK AH !

aishah cakap, 'kalau aku pun aku taknak naik kalau kau bawak. aku nak kawin'

bengong betul, mcm aku bwk confirm mati je semua kan chah.

hahahaha ! :D

tapi sebab saya sukaa sgt math, kadang2 teringin jugak nak jadi lecturer math ke. best jugak ajar orang :) buat kita lagi pandai.

TAH, TAK TAU NAK KERJA APA ! biarlah. spm pun tak lepas lagi. spm lah dulu :)

tujelah cerita dia,

ada lagi sebenarnya, psl superman semua keluar.

tapi taknak la den cerita..

maluuu :PP

exam :(

i hate to talk about this, but i have to :(

SAYA MEMANG TAK SUKA EXAM ! dari dulu sampai sekarang--

exam kali ni, jgn nak expect lah izhani farhana dpt markah tinggi. mcm tak dpt je.

tah, readers. doa2 jelaa izhani farhana ni dapat markah tinggi eh.

AMIN ~ :)

tension bila fikir balik. sbb dah baca bagai nak rak, jawab punya bersungguh2, but still tak confident jawapan betul :(

sedih

mulut jahat !

topic of the day : MULUT JAHAT !

sorry, saya mmg suka tulis bahasa rojak.

kenapalaa mulut orang ni jahat sangat. tuhan dah bagi mulut tu tak reti nak bersyukur.

well readers, i didn't say i never talked back about others..tapi berpada-pada lah sikit..~

kita tau mana had kita kan.

there's a friend of mine being called this and that at school. bukan dia sorang lah, ada lagi.

DO YOU KNOW this can also be called as BULLYING ?

gila betul. kata budak sekolah menengah, bila layan mcm budak2 marah pulak~

i'm not saying i'm a good person. this is just an advice to all of you haters.

maybe she's weird, she wears things that you don't like,she talks differently and thinks differently but that's her personality.

kita nak buat mcm mana kaann...

kita pun pelik jugak, kita pun talks weirdly jugak, act weirdly jugak.

kita je tak perasan~

AGAIN this is just an advice. fikirfikir kan :)

ALWAYS REMEMBER :

THINK before you talk/say anything and act. :)

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY !

sorry lambat post. semalam busy, so tak sempat nak type apa2~

screw that. biarjelah izhani busy, nak buat mcm mana :)

apa2 pun, HAPPY MOTHER's DAY to all the mothers out there :D

especially my mom, Puan Roslayati Abu Bakar.

ni ni, Puan Roslayati tuu :D

besarr kan card dia. besar lagi kasih sayang kitorang dkt dia :P *echehh

WE 'Heart' OUR MAMA

love you till the end

thanks for being my mom for almost 17 years now

thanks for taking care of us and give us all the love we need from you

we're lucky to have you. :)

from : your daughters

dari kiri, khairina, nureen and me :)

EST invention 2011

mcm dulu 2010, ada Mr.D.Bin, skrg ada Ms.Ella.

although i love Mr.D.Bin more, but i think i have to accept Ms.Ella the way she is right :/

APA MR.D.BIN dgn MS.ELLA ??

alahai readers~ mr.d.bin tu tong sampah bergerak. invention kitorang tahun lepas.

ms.ella tu payung bertutup (covered umbrella) ? entah. payung ada cover lah. senang cerita :)

WE LOVE MR.D.BIN MOREEE ! & i don't care about Ms.Ella.

takda gambar mr.d.bin, tak sempat nak ambik gambar, benda tu ada org curi :'(

penat je kitorang invent. tp menang 2nd place laa last year :)

alhamdullillah~

Ms.Ella ada gambar.

before you see this picture, please ohh pleaseee don't laugh. PLEASEE !

kitorang buat ni last minute kot. sbb kena paksa.

last year dapat berbulan2 nak buat mr.d.bin.

tahun ni dapat...hmm. seminggu :/

so ni je yg termampu.

norish with Ms.Ella :)

DON'T YOU DARE LAUGH ! WE DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO INVENT THINGS OKAY !